Sunday, October 31, 2004
i love my dogs..... my precious..... girl gril, blu blu n coco.... forever in my heart....
caught a falling star @ 8:03 PM
thanx for ur concern ppl... coco is better now... hopefulli she can be discharge tml.... well.. no more puppies for mi.... haiz.. bt nvm.. as long as i hv coco....
~fernny~ i love coco... n of cuz ger n blu....
caught a falling star @ 7:56 PM
no mood to blog... no mood to study.... whole family nt in e' mood now....
everione cries.. hope she'll be alrite... i dun wan puppies... i wan coco......
i wan cococococo.........
~fernny~ pray for coco.... *cries*
caught a falling star @ 5:55 PM
Saturday, October 30, 2004
well.. stayed at hm e' whole nite... nv go out... no hallowen party tonite... haiz.... sobbie... 1stli... sharlyn sae.. i had stay out late too mani times dis mth... 2ndli... 2nite will be quite strick... get wat i mean? so no party... miss my hallowen... haiz...
earli in e' mornin.. mummy woke mi up.. wanna mi acc her buy breakfast... yummie... mac big breakfast... *touchin my stomach* omg omg.. fat liao... wahaha.. :p slack e' whole dae... had a long nappie in e' afternoon.. dam tire ok... slack e' whole dae.. till now...
help!!! help!!! mon got PLT test... haiz.. gotta learn all e' diff plants name... den wed... omg omg... torture sia... it's my o eng!!! can someone help mi? how can i pass my o eng? NO CONFIDENT AT ALL!!! how? can i back out now? i dun feel like goin animore... i cant take tt.. i noe i'll gonna fail again.... i'm nt ready... how how how?? can someone tell mi... i'm scare.. real scare.. can i pass my eng? NEVER!!! argh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
i miss hallowen!!! i wanna go party..............
~fernny~ i wan party!!!!!
caught a falling star @ 11:50 PM
Friday, October 29, 2004
hahahaha..... wat a dae...
my sis told mi tt puppy dun hv nerve system durin their 1st 3 daes... n so does some other animals babies... haha.. :p ok... den i'm blur.. n asked.. den human leh... well.. she shoot mi back.... 'den how a baby cry wen e' nurse beat their backside wen they juz come out? wahaha... ya hor... wat e'....
well... i realli hate holidae... cuz nth to blog actualli... haha.. :p miz sch time wen i can bitch wif my fren.. tok tok tok non stop in claz.. blah...
went out wif mummy n da jie... n i bought a new swimmin costume.. woo~hoo~ watever.... went out a while onli.. cuz rainin v heavily... den some more.. mummy has to go hm cook dinner for us.. wahaha
omg omg omg... gettin fatter n fatter liao le... haiz... cuz i did nth bt eat n slp or sit in front of comp or tv e' whole dae long.. haiz.... well.. gonna start my joggin again dis sun liao............ wahaha... watever... i'm tire liao.. wanna go slp liao.. cya..
i wanna go out!!!!! ppl... plz call mi... ask mi out... i'm bored... my dog is feelin alrite liao.. i can go out liao.. call mi call mi.... wahahaha... i'm bored to death liao!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
~fernny~ m i cheatin myself?
caught a falling star @ 11:55 PM
Thursday, October 28, 2004
onli dumbass think they'r e' cleverest... ya rite..... it's true.. woo~hoo~ watever..
earli in e' mornin.. rainie woke mi up... opps.. *sin* so soli rainie.. haha... shldn sae wat happened.............. haiz... juz so soli... soli soli soli soli..... *sin sin* m i forgiven? haha... :p
wahaha.. :p watever... been watchin tv e' whole dae... wahaha... :p haiz... tt's abt all i wanna sae.... tok to blossom... wahaha.. he's comin back durin dec.. wat e'.. nov to dec.. somemore dec start sch... haiz.........
~fernny~ miss him lots.......... pai sei rainie.... opps... :p
caught a falling star @ 9:15 PM
Wednesday, October 27, 2004
use bein bo liao in e' afternoon... :p well.. coco is nt feelin well now.. haiz.. feel so heartbroken ydae nite.. cant realli slp e' whole nite.. haiz... she cant walk.. cant stand.. cant eat.. cant do anithg juz slp there.. she wanted to stand n walk.. bt juz cant... it's soooo heartbroken tt i almost cry... cant slp e' whole nite cuz i need to c whether she's feelin better.. well.. 2dae.. she's feelin better.. brought her to e' breeder 2dae... well.. he sae she'll hv at least 2 or 3 kids.. haha.. :p *thank god hope everithg will be alrite ba* actualli wanna go sentosa tml de.. bt. haiz.. nope.. cuz of coco.. haiz..
well.. i noe it's u hu call... y u wanna do all dis to mi? watever.. i juz cant stop thinkin of him.. juz cant.. i noe it's impossible for him to come back... bt it's impossible to forget him either... watever.... dun be so selfish to make mi forget him can? make mi throw away thgs tt he'd given mi.. can? u r v cruel do u noe tt? i juz wanna sae.. he's always in my heart.. his voice, his sweetness, e' memories we had n more n more..............................
F.R.I.E.N.D.S
haha.. frenz.. nowadays... hu else can i trust? even best frenz can backstab.. wat e'... haiz.. *speechless*
~fernny~ miss him lots..... :(
caught a falling star @ 10:47 PM
wahaha... real bored.................
1.mUs hE bE "older" oR "younger" ThAn Me? > ___ *erm.. actualli.. anithg de lor.. thinkin nt tt childish can liao le.. :p
2. mUs hE bE "tall" ?> ___ *as long as i love him, he love mi can liao le.. btw.. he's abt e same height as mi.. haha.. :p
3. hOw bOuT hIs "size"?> ___ *6 pack is a plus pt.. i dun like skinny guys...
4. dOeS hIs SkIn CoLoUr HaVe To Be "tan" ?> ___ *dun too white.. dun too dark..
5.ThEn HoW bOuT hIs "hair"?> ___ *erm.. anithg tt look nice lor..
6.dO u LiKe GuY wItH "long hair"?> ___*look nice can liao.. i dun wan him to change cuz i dun like..
7. hOw bOuT hIs "look"?> ___ *as long as i love him.. he love mi can liao..hu cares abt his look? gd hearted n gd chara can liao..
8.dOeS hE nEeD tO bE "good looking"?> ___ *no need lar... bt better lookin is a plus pt of cuz lar..
9.dOeS hE hAvE tO bE "punk","hiphop" > or "rocker"?> ___ *erm... no need lar.. bt punk is nt bad leh... :p wahaha
10.mUs hE bE "popular"?> ___ *NOPE!! i v easy jealous de leh... :p too mani gerfren how? too mani boyfren.. worst... later nt e' gers like him.. is e' guy.. how?
11. dO u LiKe GuY wItH "henna" or" tattoo"? > ___ *dun wan.. i dun like... bt if he has.. it's alrite..
12.dO u LiKe GuY wEaRiN "t-shirt" or "polo"> ___ *polo.. cuz i like wearin polo.. haha.. :p
13.dOeS hE nEeD tO hAvE aLoT oF "ex-> girlfrienz"> ___ *doesn matter.. as long as he love mi e' most can liao.. haha.. :p bt i'm always someone's 11th.. nt 1st.. haiz..
14. hOw bOuT "smoker" ?> ___ *erm.. it's alrite.. can smoke wif mi wat.. haha.. :p if nt a smoker.. can help mi quit rite.. :p
15.wOuLd U pReFeR "a player" or "a joker"> ___ *joker? can make mi happi wen i'm sad.. :p
16.mUs hIs cLoThE bE tHe "loosen type" or "a > body fit"> ___ *nt too fit.. nt too loose.. juz nice lar...
17.hOw bOuT "hair dye"?> ___ *erm... anithg...
18.wItH or wItHoUt "glasses"?> ___ *anithg..
19.hOw bOuT gUy wItH"piercing"?> ___ *haha... nana... dun realli like..
20. "romantic"?> ___ *tt's of cuz lar...
21. hOw bOuT gUy wHo Is "sensitive"?> ___ *NOPE!!! bt actualli sensitive is better den paraoid leh... :p
22.mUs hE Be "a pet lover"? > ___ *tt's of cuz... n he muz like my ger co n blu..
23.mUs hE bE "sporty"?> ___ *ya.. dis is a muz... bt cannot touch mi wif his sweat.. YUCKS!! haha.. :p
24.mUs hE bE "sweet" ?> ___*nonsense.. of cuz lar... :p haha.. :p
btw.. it's actualli anithg.. it's all his chara.. i'll nt wan him to change for him.. cuz i think it's totalli ptless bein together... diff ppl gt diff chara.. u cant possibly ask someone to change for u rite.. watever.. i already learned fr my mistake liao.. nv wan someone to change for u....
~fernny~ missin him much......... :(
caught a falling star @ 3:03 PM
Tuesday, October 26, 2004
change my blog song fr twinkle twinkle little stars to i do cuz of u................. dis is e' song u like to sing to mi... juz another memo u given to mi... bt i'll nv listen to 2 sing liao...... i miss ur voice............... :(
~fernny~ i miss u i miss u i miss u......... i miss u badli.. can u come back?
caught a falling star @ 11:39 PM
is tt him? is tt him? haiz... dunno lar... someone called my hp.. e' 915***** n i hv no idea hu's tt.. i called back.. he sound like...... HIM... dunno..... I MISS HIM LOTS.... i juz cant forget him.. cant n i think nv... izzit tt difficult to sae 'fern.. dun worry.. i'm doin fine..' tt's it.. i dun wanna anithg else.. i can let u go if u realli like someone else... i can n i swear...
i miss e' time he call mi aiai.. e' time he send mi hm after sch.. e' time we watch vcd.. all e' memories we spent together.. e' gd n bad 1..... i miss everi little thggggggggggg.......... i'm real tire... had enough.. can u juz get out of my head? my heart? i wanna let u go....... argh!!!
well.. watever... went sch alone.. cuz rainie need to go earli.. she gt presentation... :p after sch.. went orchard... ya... orchard again... makan den shop awhile den hm sweet hm.. n guess.. hu i saw? ya.. it's u again.. mr alan.. wahaha... tok a while b4 i go up hm.... :p
well... did dis test fr juan's blog.. n dis is e' result...

FREAK!
Are YOU Fit to be President?
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~fernny~ i'm tire of all dis.. can i hv a rest????
caught a falling star @ 10:50 PM
Monday, October 25, 2004
sobbie.... juan sae i'm flirt... sobbie... wahaha... btw... it's true... :p wahaha.. so i ll... wahaha.. :p
finalli gotta sae GOODBYE!! to my primer 3 liao le.. woo~hoo~ goodbye my primer 3.. i'll nt miss u de... wahaha.. :p watever....
presentation time... well ok lor.. like tt lor.. den hm sweet hm wif rainie... wahaha... :p gotta go slp soon i think.. tire lar...
haiz.. thinkin.. e' world is so unfair... dam unfair... v v v v v v v v unfair... well... ppl in africa r all starvin... n ppl here r wastin food.. *ya.. tokin abt myself* haiz...
was in MRT 2dae.. n saw dis bunch of ppl... n there's onli 3 gers in e' grp.. n dis grp of guys onli tok to 2 of e' ger n ignore e' 3rd ger.. n keep teasin her.. blah blah... dam bad lor... y guys like to go for looks? e' 2 gers they tok 2 hv a figure? erm... nt slim.. nt fat either.. n e' 3rd ger n plum n nt tt gd lookin lar.. (like miu noe u noe.. :p) is look tt impt for guys? guys out there.. ask u..
onli can choose 1.. wat if there's onli 2 gers left in e' world...
1) slim, good lookin ger wif a bad bad bad chara nth gd expt e' figure...
2)fat n plum n ugly lookin ger wif a v gd heart n chara e' perfect ger expt of e' figure lar..
so which will u choose? wahaha... :p watever.. wanna slp liao le.. dun miss mi wor... :p
~fernny~ sooo happi... tml last dae of sch.. woo~hoo~
caught a falling star @ 8:38 PM
Sunday, October 24, 2004
i miss everione.... seriously speakin.. everione i noe... even ppl hu r once my fren... suddenli think tt frenz r always there for mi n i always take them for granted... *sin*
i miss everione.. i miss ppl fr mbs.... esp ppl fr 6B(1999) toooo mani to sae... ppl fr bhss... ting, sc, fishy, jr, ber, daddy, tob, blossom n more n more.. esp ppl fr 4E2(2003) n CO... ppl fr DLA... juan, rainie, umar, shuk, habib, jason, jingfang n more n more... my wrkin slackin kaki... alice, ying, jane, ailin n more n more... n of cuz my nite life kaki... like some other ppl like alan, ke, alex n more n more.. woo~hoo~ u guys r great.. thanx comin to my life wor.... wahaha...
watever.. ignore fernny.. fernny is mad... wahaha
well.. stomachache... die die die... i'm scare.. v scare.. cuz heard fr someone abt e' gastric thg... blood in gastric.. saein tt if there's blood in ur gastric.. u'll throw everithg out after makan... u'll always feel bloated.. stomach become bigger.. always gastric n stomach pain pain... omg omg.. haiz... hopefull everithg will be alrite.. btw my check up is on nov.. hope everithg will be alrite.. i'm scare.. realli scare okok...
watever.. 2dae.. haiz.. went jason hse to do e' presentation thg.. den went hm.. hse wrk again.. wanna go runnin de.. bt in e' end.. nv go.. nt feelin v well.. haiz.. gastric pain... tml gt presentation.. 2nd grp somemore.. bt after tt.. i'll be free... woo~hoo~....
btw.. y gastric pain nt gastirc ache? y stomach ache nt stomach pain? y backache instead of back pain? y y y? wahaha... :p
thanx ppl.. i'm alrite.. thanx for ur concern.. quite stupid to cry actualli... bt i'm real angry tt time lor.. abt e' fri thg.. well.. as u sae.. it's fri thg.. n 2dae is sun... so... haha.. :p u noe u noe... lets nt tok abt tt liao.. wat had past already past... primer already came to an end liao... so.. end liao.. wat for think abt tt rite.. let it end peacefully ba.. :p
~fernny~ happi nite drinkin... :p fernny love to drink......................... fernny in love wif bourbon..
fernny love bourbon forever... *mUaCkZzZ*
caught a falling star @ 11:10 PM
Saturday, October 23, 2004
fun dae... no more stress.. no more project... woo~hoo~... happi wor... :p den somemore... finalli can meet up sc, jr n daddy... bt fishy n ber nt there.. haiz...
went sake makan in e' afternoon wif ssc, jr n daddy... yummie.. soooooooo full... den went to watch movie.. bt daddy gotta go church.. onli mi n sc n jr watch... we watched yesterdae once more.. nice n touchin... e' last part reminds mi of him.. wen andy lau gone missin n sammi keep searchin him.. bt no news of him.... *cry* e' cinema soooo dam cold lor.. den after tt went shoppin wif sc while jr went for his bbq... :p nice shoppin wif sc wor... bought 2 shirts.. woo~Hoo~ den bought a shirt for sc n fishy.. e' same as mine... wahaha... -_- too bad fishy nv go 2dae.. haiz.. miss her...
had a great time 2dae... v fun n relax... real happi.................. :p
oh ya... ydae nite before goin to slp... *sin* think back wat i had done.. *sin* omg omg.. i'm soooo bad.. i saed quite a few time of f*ck omg omg.. *sin sin sin* i dun mean it... realli.. bt i'm real angry lor.. can u guys imagine how angry i m till e' f word came out of my hse? watever... after presentation on mon i'll stay free fr tt grp liao.. :p
~fernny~ happi n fun dae...
caught a falling star @ 10:12 PM
Friday, October 22, 2004
i'm hurt.... terribly hurt..........
well.. finalli... model n plans r all done!!! well.. totally speechless 2dae... dam bz... c everione in claz walk here walk there.. bz wif primer... den after 5.. everione still bz... bt is bz packing... everithg ended ard 6.30..... time to celebrate... woo~hoo~... tot everithg can come to an end... bt no!! NOT AT ALL!!! i'm hurt abt wat someone told me...
well.. FINE!!! i nv contribute to e' primer.. nt even a single thg... enough? can? my grp onli got 4 ppl doin all wrk.. n i'm e' onli 1 bz runnin ard e' studio n tok tok... can? happi?
well.. bearli slp for hrs for e' past few daes... in e' end... dis is wat i get in return.. ok.. fine.. well... i bluff u guys... i nv slp sooo late.. i slp earli earli everidae n nv do anithg while my members r all wrkin late.. i'm dam pissed... esp wat happened ydae n 2dae... slp at 5 2dae mornin n was late for sch... n ahem gave mi tt look.. 'y r u so late' plz.. wat time i slpt? u hv no rite to sae mi ok...
ask me nt to think abt tt... it's totally impossible de lor... i did do sth lor.. n wat i gt return.. oh.. nono.. i nv even do a single thg... FINE!!
thanx to e' usual ppl for bein there for mi n listenin to my complains... u shld noe hu u guys r.. :p
primer realli killed mi.. n fernny is dead.. cant imagine 6 weeks of primer juz end like tt... dun u guys think it's like some crocodile or snake? our 6 weeks of primer is like them huntin for prey... den fr 2dae onwards or after presentation... it's their restin or digestin time... wahahaha... :p after 2 daes of presentation n.. it's HOLIDAE!!! woo~Hoo~
~fernny~ hurt
shout out to jr
happi 17th b'dae to u wor.. hope ur wishes may come true... :p cya tml wor... stay happi always... :p
caught a falling star @ 10:34 PM
haiyo.. it's already 4+ n i'm nt aslp yet.. panda eyes is out now.. :( rainie oso haven slp.. wonder juan slp liao? juz chatted wif juan.. complain n complain... i'm freakin cold now.. haiz idiot... e' pic de file size soooo big.. waste my time sia... haiz.. well.. abt 12 more hrs n 40 mins to go....
caught a falling star @ 4:19 AM
Thursday, October 21, 2004
opps... i noe abt my taggie.. so soli.. bear wif it awhile.. juz for a few daes... cuz i need to rush my project 1st.. soli peepx...
well..dam tire 2dae lor... stress.. keep tellin myself nt to be stress.. bt cant.. had 4 pills 2dae liao lor.. now gastric again... no more pill liao le... sobbie... quarrel wif mummy.. sobbie... i noe she care for mi.. bt.. haiz..... *speechless* n 2dae.. i finalli noe e' ugly side of some ppl.. some ppl r juz far too selfish.. all becuz of their primer.. wanna get gd grades.. welll for mi.. gd grade dun mean much.. can pass can liao..
went wrkshop again after sch... after presentation... OC presentation 2dae.. did a bad job 2dae.. cuz not prepared at all lor.. haiz.. no time for OC lor.. watever.. :( bia my model 2dae.. n noe wat.. e' base still nt ready lor... haiz.. wat e' tml goin there again.. luckily no more CD liao le.. juz reached hm fr wrkshop... drank countless cup of coffee liao lor..
gin wrkshop again tml.. den gonna stay in sch till 10 at nite.. cuz tml studio open till 10.. to give us time to finish our primer.. wahaha.. :p so gd rite..
so soli alan for waitin for mi for an hr++ met him after wrkshop thg... had a drink before goin hm... bt nt my bourbon.. it's... COFFEE again...
S.H.O.U.T.O.U.T.S
thanx alan n sc for listenin to my complains.. wahaha.. :p thanx thanx wor... :p feelin better after complainin... realli appreciate lotz... :p
juan, rainie, umar, shuk n habib n more n more other ppl inmy claz... thanx for ur concern.. i'm alrite.. :p thanx realli thanx.. :p i'm alrite... dun worry... juz too stress lar... :p reali appreciate lotzz... :p
~fernny~ fallin apart liao le... help mi... haven realli slp for daes... *gastric*headache*backache*fever* n most impt... fernny is SLEEPY.. can god bless fernny?
nick for e' dae: gOoDbYe fErNnY... R.I.P fErnNy... gOd bLeSS fErnNy...
count down for submission : 40hrs n 48 mins n ** sec to go...
so ppl in DLA.. wrk hard hard... okok.. let's chiong together okok.. well.. after 40 hrs.. we can go party liao le.. gd luck everione... :p bless fr fernny.. :p
caught a falling star @ 12:12 PM
agave agave agave.. wat e'.. fernny still doin research... idiot yahoo n google... all diff info.. believe hu? argh!! fernny is sick n weak now.. cant move animore.. how? almost 4 liao.. fernny still cannot slp.. fernny cannot take it animore.. fernny need a break.. fernny dyin soon... fernny disappearin soon... fernny givin upppppppppppppppppppppppppppppppppppppp..............................................................................
~fernny~ end of fernny's life... R.I.P fernny...
caught a falling star @ 3:56 AM
Wednesday, October 20, 2004
sooo late liao.. still awake.. bt 2dae is cuz of my OC presentation tml.. argh!! gonna be a bad 1.. bt.. i realli did my best liao le.. goin slp soon...
didn go sch 2dae.. went wrkshop instead.. did my model.. e' whole on e' ground onli lor.. haiz.. watever.. dam stink lor.. den on my way to buy white glue.. saw ke, siqi n frenz playin pool... they sae i look sloppy.. sobbie.. btw.. it's true lar.. haha.. :p went hm ard 10.. wanna meet them.. bt.. i was there thinkin.. gt OC leh.. bt.. gt pool leh... erm.. OC more impt so went hm to do OC.. n guess hu i saw? idiot jason... he's outside peace centre.. wat e'.. tt ah beng smokin there lor.. *speechless* long time nv c him liao.. miss him lots.. sooo mani thgs to tok sia.. he sent mi hm.. den tok at my hse downstair... den i hm sweet hm.. he meet his fren play bball... :p
watever.. i'm tire liao... muz slp liao le.. nite ppl.. sweety dreamz of mi okok :p
~fernny~ great bt tire dae.......... walk ard bugis area wif tt sloppy look... :p
to jason:
yoyoz.. nice tokin to u juz now wor.. :p bt i juz wanna sae.. dun think too much.. plz.. it's impossible between me n him de okok.......... u xiao di di.. no need to care so much lar.. go study for ur o level lar.. o level is next next week onli lor.. still dun wanna study... anw gd luck for ur o level okok... *bt w/o studyin.. my luck oso no use de okok..* all e' best my dear frenz... oh ya.. old liao lar.. dun flirt ard liao lar.. study come 1st.. after o den go par tor lar... :p
love,
fernny.. :p
countdown to submission: 62 hrs n 44 mins n ** sec
caught a falling star @ 2:16 AM
Tuesday, October 19, 2004
i'm tire.. dam tire.. it's almost 2 liao lor.. n i juz gt hm nt long ago... wahaha.. :p had a great time 2nite... wahaha.. bt gonna grow much more fatter.. after earin prata wif zah n jason. i went to meet ke n alan they all.. n can u imagine? i eat mac again.. 2nd mac of e' dae.... wat e' wahaha... play pool awhile.. liew... slimply forgotten how to play.. den tok tok.. drink drink.. den walk all e' wat hm... :p
wel.. all tt happened after my wrkshop thg which is after sch.. went hm to bath after sch den to wrkshop... :p sch was quite alrite.. i did e' trees.. den plant palatte.. den some colouring... den wrkshop time.. well.. 2dae is juz nt my dae.. haiz.. auntie came n visit mi earli in e' morning n i had to search high n low for juz a piece of bread for her.. soooooooo fussy... haiz..
well.. was watchin my left eye see ghost ydae nite.. memories again.. haiz...... :( i'm thinkin of him.. cuz i watched dis movie 2 yrs ago wif him... still rmb wat he saed wen we watchin e' part where tt 'ghost' sae to sammi.. 'if u wanna look for mi.. juz do *a snap*' n he told mi.. "so.. if u wanna look for mi n i'm nt ard.. juz think of mi n sae 'fern love ming' n i'll fly to ur heart.." -_- quite lame actualli.. bt.. haiz.. wat happened now? haiz.. e' show reminds me everi little thgs we did together.. e' 1st time he intro mi to his parents den watch dis show.. is so funny sia.. he gt a cute parents n a cute bro n cousin.. haha.. :p used to bring his small little cousin out.. n she look like our 'daughter'... more memories... *sobbie.. wanna cry*
well.. all dis had already came to an end.. sae so much oso no use liao le.. :( do we still hv e' fate to meet? i doubt so... :( well watever.. where ever he is.. whoever he's wif.. i dunno.. bt i wanna wish him all e' best in everithg n i dare to promise i love him more den wat everione think..........
to him: no matter wat.. i hope u'll call mi n tell mi u'r doin fine.. dun play 'missin' game wif mi liao... i'll sure forgive u of watever u did de... still rmb 'an jing'? still rmb wat u promise mi? if u noe u gonna break e' promise... den y u wanna promise mi at e' 1st place n make mi happi? den rmb wat we promise one another????????
~fernny~ H.U.R.T *cryin silentli...*
caught a falling star @ 1:52 AM
Sunday, October 17, 2004
memories........ lots of memories................. 1stly.. went botanical garden to take pic for primer.. memories of mi n my family came back.. e' time we always go there walk walk.. wen mi n my sis r still small kids.. playin ard there..
den.. juz read sc's bloggie.. can u guys imagine.. i actualli cried... another memo... 4e2 realli roxxx... love 4e2 lots... i miss sc, fishy, jr n ber... e' few i always hang out wif.. still rmb e' time we went NS food junction durin e' SARS period where no one dare to go there.. tok e' whole dae there.. den although it's a short journey down e' hill.. bt we had a lot of fun esp durin rainin dae.. wen we sing all e' raining songs.. wahaha.. :p *ops.. con't some of e' memo which sc nv sae.. haha.. :p* den in claz.. e' gang of guys hu always bully mi.. blossom, izree n more n more... miss u guys.. esp blossom n tob.. my bro.. my buddy.. miss u guys lot... bt too bad.. they r oversea.. realli miss e' time wen we 3 n ldk pass letters n tok e' whole dae at my desk.. rmb tt big huge 'tyco' u guys wrote on my desk? den durin chinese wen mi, fishy, ber n cyc.. always kana by tt jin hua.. still rmb cyc like to shout 'jin hua' n mdm lee was like.. ARGH ARGH!!! tt's real fun okok.. :p noti us..
well.. still gt lots of memo.. toooooo mani to list liao.. well..
abt 4e2.. as sc sae.. e' most most most noisy n noti claz... haha.. :p bt we had e' most ERP de okok.. den chong xiao jie still treat us chocolate n sweets n of cuz pizza.. yummie.. mrs cheah hu always there for us.. encourage us.. *missing them..* den mdm lee.. although always bully her n dun wanna listen to her.. bt she's great.. cuz she let us eat durin her lesson.. wahaha.. :p ppl in 4e2 roz sia.. we'r soooo united in so mani thgs.. esp bully teachers.. haha.. :p i miss 4e2.. e' time we had in claz.. e' time at mac table b4 goin to examination hall.. valentine dae.. youth dae n more n more........ i miss u guys.. everi one in e' claz.. i miss e' rumours tooooo.. wahaha.. :p i miss sc, fishy, cicil, jr, ber, tob, blossom, ldk, julie, izree, aloy, fefe n more n more... too mani to miss liao lar.. miss 4e2 lots... love 4e2 lots............................................................
~fernny~ i miss 4e2.........................................
soli peepx for long postin
caught a falling star @ 9:51 PM
Saturday, October 16, 2004
sobbie sobbie sobbie....................... my sis comp cannot switch on.. all becuz of mi.. sobbie..... how how how... kana virus liao.. cannot on liao le... how how how? anione can help me fix???????????? plz help mi....... feel sooooooooo guilty now..... sis now complainin.. :( call so mani frenz.. all dunno... argh!! haiz...
watever.. went to buy project materials.. art frenz den workshop... den rush to do CIP.. haiz.. think gonna spend a lot on my project liao le.. time n money... haiz..
CIP was fun.. haha.. :p e' kids there.. realli.. haiz.. cute.. bt quite noti.. headache sia.. haiz.. e' kids there.. so ke lian.. i realise i'm soooo xing fu.. at least i gt a family hu support mi in watever i do... *guity* my parents willin to pay so much for my studies my project materials.. n i still dun wanna study hard hard... *guilty* e' kids there.. so independent so clever... haiz...
realise i'm such a failure... cant do anithg........................................................................
i'm a failure in everithg.. in my personal life, my family, my frenz, love life n mani more... is tt my life? maybe i did too mani bad bad thgs n dis is wat i'll get in return............ :(
~fernny~ can i juz jump down fr here? can i? pointless to live on....... :( seems happi bt nt.. :(
as ppl sae.. happy oso muz live on.. sad oso muz live on.. so y dun u make ur life happi.. well it's easy to sae.. hard to do.. feel like cryin.. bt cant.. feel so terrible.. argh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
caught a falling star @ 9:18 PM
Friday, October 15, 2004
well... finally.. my new blog is officially up... wahaha... :p
~fernny~ miss my frenz out there.. esp ppl fr 4E2.. realli miss u guys...
caught a falling star @ 10:46 PM
Friday, October 01, 2004
jus testing
caught a falling star @ 7:07 PM